Who Is She
......SHE
It was just any other day, or so SHE thought. It was a day where her tears was just not enough to fill the barrel within her soul. SHE's your average kind of girl, like you and I. But there is plenty that sets her apart from others. You see SHE has never truly felt worthy and secretly needed validation from others around her. SHE also has never felt like SHE truly owned something or that SHE herself belonged to anyone. In fact SHE hardly ever felt as though SHE was appreciated or valued. Just a lost soul trying to find her way. A working progress is what I call her.
So why was this day so different from any other. Well I think it maybe because this day SHE felt alone and without a purpose. To be frank I think you could say SHE felt completely empty and somewhat lost in terms of which direction her life was going. It was the moment when deep thinking got the best of her. It was in within a crowed place that SHE felt it would be appropriate to let her emotions flood out in the form of tears. Quite strange as SHE knew not a single person would console her yet SHE cried anyway.
While some seek happiness in material things, money, friendships and loyalty, SHE would find happiness in the smallest of things. Over the years SHE has changed in so many years, and some of her peers may not have adjusted well to this change which leads to conflicts. Conflicts which SHE at times can not handle. For her life is far too short to let the little things affect the present.
She's from a broken family, hoping that the same thing will not happen in her own future. The place that SHE calls home doesn't feel as such, so SHE would rather be somewhere else. If SHE could be somewhere else SHE would, but this place will have to do for now. SHE is not perfect, neither is SHE trying to be. There's probably no one in this world that will truly understand her and why SHE is the way SHE is. Well actually there could be this one and if your reading this and believe it is you then it probably is.
When it came to relationships, SHE never got it right, but that still hasn't changed who SHE is as a woman and the beliefs of Love and Commitments. SHE now believes that SHE is only good enough to be company at night. She has a few regrets but SHE believes they were all a string of events that needed to happen in order for her to be who/where SHE is today.
I'm not so sure why I'm writing about her. Is it because I can relate to her, or do I just feel sorry for her. I just don't know. I personally think that secretly SHE's somewhat broken. Not in an obvious way, but in a way which SHE needs saving.
So to the woman I'm writing about, please hold on, stay strong. Your time (in everything) soon come. You shall be saved, and neither will you have any worries. This pain or emptiness you are feeling is only temporary. Just keep your faith close to you and stay happy on the inside.
LOVE
X
It was just any other day, or so SHE thought. It was a day where her tears was just not enough to fill the barrel within her soul. SHE's your average kind of girl, like you and I. But there is plenty that sets her apart from others. You see SHE has never truly felt worthy and secretly needed validation from others around her. SHE also has never felt like SHE truly owned something or that SHE herself belonged to anyone. In fact SHE hardly ever felt as though SHE was appreciated or valued. Just a lost soul trying to find her way. A working progress is what I call her.
So why was this day so different from any other. Well I think it maybe because this day SHE felt alone and without a purpose. To be frank I think you could say SHE felt completely empty and somewhat lost in terms of which direction her life was going. It was the moment when deep thinking got the best of her. It was in within a crowed place that SHE felt it would be appropriate to let her emotions flood out in the form of tears. Quite strange as SHE knew not a single person would console her yet SHE cried anyway.
While some seek happiness in material things, money, friendships and loyalty, SHE would find happiness in the smallest of things. Over the years SHE has changed in so many years, and some of her peers may not have adjusted well to this change which leads to conflicts. Conflicts which SHE at times can not handle. For her life is far too short to let the little things affect the present.
She's from a broken family, hoping that the same thing will not happen in her own future. The place that SHE calls home doesn't feel as such, so SHE would rather be somewhere else. If SHE could be somewhere else SHE would, but this place will have to do for now. SHE is not perfect, neither is SHE trying to be. There's probably no one in this world that will truly understand her and why SHE is the way SHE is. Well actually there could be this one and if your reading this and believe it is you then it probably is.
When it came to relationships, SHE never got it right, but that still hasn't changed who SHE is as a woman and the beliefs of Love and Commitments. SHE now believes that SHE is only good enough to be company at night. She has a few regrets but SHE believes they were all a string of events that needed to happen in order for her to be who/where SHE is today.
I'm not so sure why I'm writing about her. Is it because I can relate to her, or do I just feel sorry for her. I just don't know. I personally think that secretly SHE's somewhat broken. Not in an obvious way, but in a way which SHE needs saving.
So to the woman I'm writing about, please hold on, stay strong. Your time (in everything) soon come. You shall be saved, and neither will you have any worries. This pain or emptiness you are feeling is only temporary. Just keep your faith close to you and stay happy on the inside.
LOVE
X
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